A personal journey through loss and grief and moving forward. Jim Gowran shares the journey of the loss of his life partner, Raymond Riker, of 21 years.
Friday, May 18, 2012
Sometimes I Just Hit The Wall
This picture of my mom and I was taken the night before Ray's funeral. How could I smile? I think I was still in shock. I looked at other pictures taken that night and it just made me feel sick to my stomach. All the family here to support me and attend Ray's funeral. I want to cry...but I can't.
It's a great weekend coming. The temperatures will be in the 80's and I have turned the pool heater on. Full house too!
I continue to move on. It's hard some days but it's getting much, much better. Sometimes I just hit the wall though. - Jimmy
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