I'm having a pity party for myself right now. Thinking of everything I have lost....or had to let go. I had so much "stuff." Now I don't. I know "stuff" doesn't make you happy, but I had a lot of nice things....I had to let go of them to move on. I had no room for stuff. I am lying in bed now and pitying myself for letting go of all I had. All the cool and wonderful furniture, motorcycle, etc. Gone. My memories are with me forever though.
I miss Ray. His great smile, laugh, home cooking, and gregarious attitude. He was something. Sometimes a little too much "something." Those of you who knew Ray know what I mean.
Don't get me wrong, my life is moving forward. I've posted a lot about that lately. I'm just in one of those down swings right now. There are days I feel so "way up" and days I feel so "down." Right now I'm just by myself in bed feeling down. Life moves on. - Jimmy
Jim,
ReplyDeleteIt has been awhile since I have visited your post.
I think you are courageous for moving forward. You have been through a lot. Is is ok to have tough days.
I am also a stuff person and may have to leave it all behind and move forward because of the after effects of the plunge in the economy and all the jobs lost. But I can't help but wonder if I am as strong as you.
I have always felt you are of good character. Your demonstration of moving forward after all that has happened is inspiring to me and I am sure to others.
Keep up all your good work as I like to check in with your blog once in awhile.
Love will always be with you and you will always be connected to Ray through love.