My medication has fully kicked it. I feel so much better. It's a shame I have to still depend on it, but thank God that he has provided the ability to give man the knowledge to develop such things. God is still working miracles today through giving scientists and doctors knowledge and abilities.
Last night four guests, Drew and I went to Clearbrook for dinner. An absolutely stunning view out back as we ate our dinner. While we were all chatting Drew made a comment and I quickly replied "Ray, you always...." and then abruptly stopped. That is the FIRST time I have EVER done that. I think I was just in such a comfortable situation that I let my guard down and must have felt my "normal OLD self." I'm sure there are many ways I could analyze this, and it is now that I wish I had my grief counselor to talk with about this. Maybe it's just another step forward.
I've been keeping busy. Lately that has been my main blog entries. At the same time I have been taking time to sit back and enjoy the moment. After cleaning rooms I take some time to sit on the front porch, take a break and relax. I've been going for daily walks, Drew has been joining me. I've even been able to sit by the pool for an hour or so here and there. These short breaks are needed so that I can rejuvenate myself and move on to the next task at hand. - Jimmy
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