A gorgous, sunny day today. All the snow has melted away. Amazing...how so much snow can go away so fast. I saw daffodils and crocus coming up. I am still trying to get over this flu so I didn't spend much time outside, although I wish I could have. I have been coughing so much I feel like I have been kicked repeatedly in the ribs.
I checked in two rooms. And now making dinner. A frozen shrimp and pasta dinner made in a skillet on the stove-top. This is the time when Ray and I would have our dinner together and start talking about and planning our upcoming vacation. I miss that. Those are the moments you realize are gone forever. And, it's moments like this that make it so hard to believe Ray is gone. I just walked through the hall on the first floor and just felt his presence here. Not in a "spirit" way, but in a way that you just know Ray was here. You just "feel" it. That makes me happy and sad at the same time. I've accepted that though. I know I can feel all my emotions...good or bad...and it's "ok."
The cats are all getting along just fine. It's amazing. All three were sleeping in bed with me this afternoon as I napped. Just two weeks ago today Mondo arrived at his new home...and everything seems normal. - Jimmy
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