Friday, February 4, 2011

I Wish He Was Here

Friday morning.  I took Karlene to the train station....she's headed back home today.  It was nice to see her and have her here.  I ate way too much food this last week...rack of lamb, duck, chicken, burger, etc.  Time to cut back. 

My brother and sister-in-law came in yesterday.   It will be so nice to spend some time with them.  They are going to the Lady Diana exhibit in Grand Rapids. 

On Tuesday and Thursday nights this week we did karaoke here at the house.  Oh my gosh....what fun.  On Tuesday Karlene said she would not do it, then she loved it.  She begged to do karaoke on Wednesday and again on Thursday.  Friedl came last night and we all did karoke again...it really was a blast.

I'm not sure if my blogs are revealing much about my grieving process.  Lately I've felt "stale."  I guess my life is getting back to a bit more normal now and so my emotions are not so extreme.  However, I post these blogs for "me" as well.  I can track my progress through this life experience.

Last night Friedl, Marguerite, Grace (Ray's sister), Karlene and I went to Clearbrook for dinner.  I had a buffalo burger.  Oh my gosh, delicious!  It was after that we came home to do karaoke.

I'm missing Ray today.  Not in a "bad" way, just missing him.  I want him here with me to talk and cuddle, plan our vacation, plan our life.  I wish he was here.  - Jimmy

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad that you're still writing the blog. it's nice just to see that you are healing and to keep up with you even if we can't be there.
    I understand how you feel, I would be lost if Gail wasn't here to do all those things.
    Keep on going honey! We love you!
    Karen

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