Well, a few days since I blogged. Drew came in Saturday and we went to Everyday People Cafe for dinner. On Sunday we drove into Holland. We saw at lease three overturned cars. The weather was terrible. However, I bought a new 50" plasma television. Oh my gosh, to see Judge Judy to big is awesome! Seriously, it is sooo nice. Last night Friedl came over and we all watched the Sound of Music on this big screen. So much better than my 25 year old 19" T.V. I got a great price on the TV at Sam's Club.
So, tonight I was going through my DVR (on the new TV) and clearing out old show I had recorded. I saw some that were recorded just days before Ray's cancer diagnosis and some just after. I started to watch them and just cried. Looking at these shows again and realizing that when we first recorded them we had NO IDEA what was in store. It was good for me. A release. I did get the nerve up to delete them. It does me no good to keep them on the DVR only to go back and cry. I want "good memories of Ray."
My cough still won't go away. I feel like I've been sucker-punched in the ribs. It hurts so bad to cough. Yet I can't control it, so I suffer. I will go to SuperValu soon to get more Robitussin and maybe rent a movie to watch on my new 50" TV!!! - Jimmy
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