God Is Good

I am back home.  I had a great time in Chicago with Drew.  We went to Shedd Aquarium on Friday.  There was a good 45 minute wait outside, but the aquarium was great.  We also went to a couple restaurants featured on "Diners, Drive Ins and Dives" from the Food Network Channel. 

I had a crazy dream the other night.  I had a dream that I was crying very, very hard about Ray's death.  As I analyze this I think about how content I am right now about everything yet in my dream I had all this emotion.  I wonder if my medication works so well at keeping my emotions in check in reality, that I can only release them in my dreams.  Just a thought.  I don't have this dream often, maybe only twice actually, but it just seems odd that I cried in my dream.

It's a terribly windy day out today.  It looks like rain too.  So, I doubt I will get any leaves raked.  OH WELL!  I've got inside chores that need to be done and a room checking in as well. 

I do feel as if I am ready to move on with my life.  Move on feeling content and at peace with where I am at.  It's just so crazy.  As I've said for so long, back a year and a half ago I would have NEVER, EVER thought I would get to this place.  God is good.  - Jimmy