Sunday, May 5, 2013

So Here It Is

It's Sunday afternoon.  2:00 p.m.  I took Drew to work at 9:00 a.m. and came home and went right back to bed.  Other than getting up here and there, I have been in bed until now.  It's nice to get an actual "day of rest."

The other morning I ran some errands before work.  It felt "odd but liberating."  When running the Kirby House I ALWAYS had the business on the back of my mind.  Constant planning, organizing, keeping my mind on who was checking in and who was checking out.  I always felt that if I was out running errands I had to get back to make sure everything was "ok" at the house.  Now I was out and about and didn't have to think about anything else except what I had to do.  Work is work now.  When I am gone it is all MY time.  I still have my worries about the bills I owe, the guest's I have to give refunds to yet.  Where will my money come from?  That I have to take a day at a time. 

Tonight Friedl is having Drew, Tom, Mary Philp, and me over for dinner.  I am making a corn bread casserole recipe from Paul Dean.  It is super easy to make, check and DELICIOUS!  I brought a pan of it to work on Friday.  We had a potluck for our "zone" and everyone brought a dish.  This got rave reveiws.  So here it is.

Corn Casserole

Ingredients

  • 1 (15 1/4-ounce) can whole kernel corn, drained
  • 1 (14 3/4-ounce) can cream-style corn
  • 1 (8-ounce) package corn muffin mix (recommended: Jiffy)
  • 1 cup sour cream
  • 1/2 stick butter, melted
  • 1 to 1 1/2 cups shredded Cheddar

Directions

Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.
In a large bowl, stir together the 2 cans of corn, corn muffin mix, sour cream, and melted butter. Pour into a greased 9 by 13-inch casserole dish. Bake for 45 minutes, or until golden brown. Remove from oven and top with Cheddar. Return to oven for 5 to 10 minutes, or until cheese is melted. Let stand for at least 5 minutes and then serve warm.

3 comments:

  1. One quick observation.

    I read back through some of your older blog entries and was struck by this particular one during your healing process. I am not sure but it may have been from November 2011.

    You stated that even though you were coming into accaptance of Ray's passing that you were mourning him in your dreams. But when you awoke you were fine.

    I have had only one partner in my life which lasted six years. After our breakup and I had made peace with it I noticed I was still morning him in my dreams. I was literally crying. But when I awoke I stopped and the feeling left me as I knew I had moved on and was at peace.

    Interesting that we had a similar experience. I am sure there are others. Perhaps maybe the mourning process was not complete yet. This would be an interesting topic for discussion.

    Just an observation. Perhaps you will make a book out of all your journal entries. If I were ever to lose my life partner I would buy it to learn from it. I would reach out to somebody who went through the same thing as who better to get help from than somebody who understands.

    Did you know that the majority of people who help hurricane survivors are people who went through one themself.

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  2. You are welcome dear boy.

    I like to check in on you with your blog and see how you are doing from time to time.

    You are a well loved man.

    Truth, Wisdom, Love and Sincerity, to ALL mankind.

    Rob
    Chicago, IL

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