I got my haircut from Kelly on Thursday. I guess God must have known I was ready for it. I handled it well (emotionally). Kelly understood why it was so hard for me to go to her for my haircut. It felt right though. I'm making progress. A year ago I would never have been able to do that.
Last night I had a dream. I had a dream that Ray and I bought a new house. Well....we were about to sign the purchase agreement. There were many other details in the dream which don't really have any reason to be written about in the blog. However, Ray was not actually in my dream. He was just "part" of the dream, as it was him and I who were buying this home. Interesting.
I feel good this morning. The sun is out. My cats are here with me. Drew is here. Life moves on. As much as I wanted it to STOP over the last year and a half...it won't. You have to keep going on with it. It takes a long time to accept that. I've accepted it, but I'm not happy about it. - Jimmy
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