Here it is...Labor Day. All of the guests have checked-out. I made it through the summer of 2010. As I mentioned yesterday, I could never have made it work so well without Marguerite. She helped make everything flow so smoothly. There were rough times for me emotionally. I think I was able to mask those times enough so that no one knew...probably not even Marguerite (at least not until now). I've told several people that running the bed and breakfast this year has been kind of like doing performances. I put on a show. A good one I think Don't get me wrong, most times I was feeling great...there were just times that I had to put on a face.
I'm getting close to the anniversary of Ray's diagnosis. Just two more months. I am so nervous about how I will be feeling as that time approaches. God, I miss him so much! I can't wait to be with him again one day. - Jimmy
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