The pool is now closed for the season. This was always one of Ray's saddest day's. He always wanted to be the last one to swim in it before it was closed. Another summer season wrapped up and another first for me. I wonder if I will go through saying..."another second for me" next year? I hope not. I have to move on but it's hard.
As I was driving home from Detroit yesterday I realized something. I realized that it is very difficult for me to listen to music that I listened to when Ray was alive. Any pop music from the 80's, 90's and first decade of the 2000's makes me think of him. If I listen to current music (music post January 2010) it doesn't bother me. I guess I will have to start to like today's music. Some of it is pretty good. I shed some good tears yesterday coming home while I listtened to the "oldies."
It's a crisp night. I will sleep well...hopefully. - Jimmy
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