Wow...a week since I have posted.
Ten months ago tonight (at this very minute) I came home to find Ray dead. A blatent experience. I have thought about it all day. How can't I? He was the love of my life. Our life wasn't perfect in any sense of the word...but we loved each other dearly. Some days maybe not so much. But that is typical in most (if not all) relationships.
My blog is an open, honest writing of my life and feelings after Ray's death. So, I have to say that I am "seeing" someone. "Someone" that Ray and I knew for about five years. A guest/acquaintance that has stayed here. We are "getting along" and will see what is going on. Guilt, insecurity, disrespect...all of thesse feelings are going through my mind. - Jimmy
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