Is it possible to feel very happy and terribly sad at the same time? I am doing so much better. Evidenced by looking back at my blogs from January. I cried tonight at my loss of Ray, but am loving the snow, Christmas music and decorations. It's like I am living in two seperate worlds right now...at the same time.
I vegged out all day. Slept in until 10:00 a.m. Watched two episodes of Judge Judy. Watched "The View" and then started the second season of "Queer as Folk" (ok, a little late on that I know). I did pay some bills and run a couple erronds this afternoon. Now, instead of cooking dinner, I'm going to order pizza. Marguerite and I are going to watch old "family videos" tonight. From 1995.
I have grief counseling tomorrow. I am ready for it. I have a lot to talk about and clarify. - Jimmy
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ReplyDeleteLooks like my comment didnt take so I'll post another. Im a recent transplant to Saugatuck and happened across your blog. Thought I'd follow along. Its a very different perspective than mine and I'm enjoying it. I hope you dont mind.
-Lisa Douglas