Wow, I've really had a hard time this morning. I feel terrible. My guests left early so I didn't have to do breakfast this morning...thank God. I didn't think I would be able to pull it off because of the way I was feeling. I feel real anxious, depressed and "unsure." It's hard to describe. I can only imagine it is because of dealing with this first Christmas and the upcoming anniversary of Ray's death. January 3rd is going to be hell for me. I must keep myself occupied and busy that day. My grief counselor did say that I should do something that day in his honor. If anyone has a suggestion please comment below. I want to do something that honors him but won't make me terribly depressed.
I am planning on a visit to Detroit this week. I want to see my mom. I plan to leave on Monday and return on Wednesday. It will be good for me. - Jimmy
Hi Honey!
ReplyDeleteI had an idea that might work to honor Ray. Why don't you have a dinner in his honor or go out to dinner and toast him? You could also have a plaque made to put on the Kirby House sign or somewhere by the front door. Or you could have one made to put in the garden. He would like that.
Gail and I are still praying for you every night.
I'll email you soon.
Hugs,
Karen