I awake this morning with a smile in my heart. I had a dream about Ray last night. I can't tell you where we were but it was a big hall...or room. He said they got all his cancer out and it had not spread anywhere. He told me was was in complete remission. I was so happy. I hugged him and hugged him. We were almost dancing we were so happy. Unfortunately the reality of his loss hit me when I woke up. However, I am enjoying the fact that I saw Ray last night and got to hold him.
This morning I read my blog from last January 13. It helps me realize how far I have come. I awake in the mornings feeling happy again. I always loved waking up in the morning. In the 13 years here at the Kirby House I have woke and thought "I hate this...I wish we wouldn't have done this." I wake happy. Enjoying a new morning. That's not to say I've had days that I don't want to get up because I'm still tired or the bed is too comfy.
Yesterday I spent most of the day cleaning house. Mopping the floors, dusting, laundry etc. It feels so good to have things looking (and smelling) fresh. Especially with all the Christmas decorations down. I looked at my blog from last year and it was on January 12 that my friends Candy, Doug and Philip came over to help me take the decorations down. I'm ready for a new year! A fresh start.
I'm going to Chicago this weekend. Karlene and Margo are having a fondu party. I've never been to one so I don't know what to expect. Margo lives in South Holland, Illinois. On Sunday Drew and I are going to his house in the city. I'll spend a couple days there. Then back home on Wednesday...I've got a business to run!
I think I've only got about 72 days until my cruise. YEAH! - Jimmy
No comments:
Post a Comment